Wish I Still

They said

'Life is full of choices'

I said

'Cliche ...'

Why can't I choose

A Heart

Why can't I choose

The one

Ironic.

If only I could

To still love the past ...

Mistakes

Rightness

Faults

Aptness

They granted always there

Bestow me ;

A navigator

A guide

A remote controller

A conductor

To rule

To direct

To steer

To empower

This died heart

I wouldn't shut the love down

I would have kept the heart on

Don't

Do not ask me how much I strived.

If

only

I could ...