August 23, 2010

U know who I exactly am?

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Aku lelah mengatur rasa
Aku cape slalu harus rapih hati
Genku kental dengan pemberontakan
Darahku bergolak berantakan
Tapi otakku penuh keteraturan
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You know who I am?

An evil who push herself to be an angel
A stranger to my own surroundings
A girl who never fails passing through damages

Always smile after they beat me
Always shake their hands after they choke me
Always wash their feet after make dirties
Always clean all their life craps
Always eat their shitts.

I can't even hv a chance to create things they had threw to me
I must be perfect while they treated me perfect less.
They should fuckin' proud of me.

For the first time in my 32 years of life.
I yelled to myself ;
Pls Me, give yourself a BREAK !

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