"Tingkat emosi seseorang berbanding terbalik dgn Pengetahuan nya tentang Kenyataan"
: Bertrand Russell, filsuf Inggris

'species' langka

Bahwa jenis hubungan manusia itu ter-nya-ta jumlahnya lebih banyak daripada jumlah species hewan di bumi ini.

Jenis = 'Species'
Kalau 'species' hubungan manusia berdasarkan darah sih gak perlu dibahas lahya...
Kita bahas salah satu 'species' hubungan manusia yg cukup mayoritas, yaitu 'species' yg lahir berdasarkan rasa cinta, let's say ; sex.

Didalamnya ada 2 yg dulu termasuk 'species' langka ;
1. Hubungan sex antara wanita (bersuami) yg usianya 2x lebih tua dari si pria lajang
2. Hubungan sex antara pria (yg sudah beristri 4) dgn wanita lajang yg usianya 1/3 dr si pria.

Lucunya, kebalikan dgn species hewan di dunia, yg dari langka biasanya kan berangsur punah,
Nah 2 'species' langka diatas, dari yg tadinya langka malah berangsur makin bertambah jumlahnya.

Anyway, pilihan kita cuma 2 tuh, kita tetap enjoy hidup berdampingan dgn 'species' langka manapun, atau kita berhenti saja hidup di dunia?

dedicated to my best friend...

In the 'he's just not into you' light movie,
a woman (jennifer aniston) talks straightly to her 7 years lovely but has a marriage phobia - boyfriend (ben affleck) :

'I love u and I want u, if having u is by not getting marriage for the rest of my life, so be that.
Cos these years I've been spent with u and to be loved by you, I feel more than a best 'wife' of a wonderful 'husband''

So, I think the insight of the story was, u don't have to push your already-strong relationship just to get some legitimition from others,
If u both already touch the beautiful sky together, don't make people around have rights to choose what's best for ur heart.

sometimes i get jealous to ...

If I had a chance to re arrange my life I would like to be ;

1. a lawyer
2. a writer
3. an anchor
4. a producer
5. a designer

I'm not any of them, so sometimes I get really jealous to ...

1. Obama's charm
2. Larry King's brain
3. Oprah Windfrey's ideas
4. Simon Cowell's wealth
5. Ferrari designer's inspiration

the main characthers of my closest people...

ME : focus, responsible, undetailed person and always pleases everyone
MS : moody, spontaneous, a great joker, expressive and hardly hide
her feelings
SI : a royal, full of crazy ideas, never do plan, easy to give trusts,
selfish but lovable
AA : listen the unspoken words, rough, arrogant, ambitious and spoiled
CL : curious but lack of attention, fast adjuster, like to give people a hard time
DL : strong, free and outgoing, an ice breaker, not a theory person
LH : self centered, high confident, sometimes blind of the reality,
but a great listener and a secret keeper
BW : quiet, unclear, have a high dedication, caring and sensitive
PE : survivor, irresponsible, entertainer and routine enemy

I learn from them either I like or not like their character.
And I think I have at least 1 character of each in theirs.

when words became bad perception

That day on June,
Was happen for a reason
God decided to give a sign
Not my or his fault, but HIS will

But since I heard he said 'I can't trust u anymore due to our day on june' ...
The thought is now wrong.

It became ;

That day on June,
Was happen because of me
I crossed the line
My fault.

It whispered slowly in my brain ...
If he thinks that day on June was my fault,
What if the day on August somehow became a mess?

According to last experience, I believe he will say the same...

And, he will think that whenever day in our life which has a mess,
Is my fault.

I can't ignoring words. Coz my ear so damn near to my brain.

If I don't hv his trust, so how can i share mine?

i can not compete with your egos

Hey let me tell you this, I can not compete with your egos,

They always won

Althought your heart saying he loves me,

Your mind loves your egos even more

So, I can not compete with them, really.

maturity is still hiding from us

I'm afraid now we should returning our children's age that we've been borrowed these times

Maturity is still won't get near and still hiding from us

When will we become in our own shoes and talking our real heart?

It just need 1 day only.

Dieing than ever before...

Your love had made my heart feels how's a heaven could be felt. Undescribely beautiful..

But lately.. your act has been made my heart feels back to the way when it helly dieing than ever before.

And unfortunately here and now, I ended up more fucked up.

buku kehidupan

kadang rasa takut menghalangi kebaikan hati,
kadang sikap diam menghalangi jalan keluar,
kadang tindakan bodoh bs menghilangkan rasa cemas,
kadang usia dewasa tdk menghilangkan jiwa kekanakan.

Kita belajar itu smua, dan akan terus belajar sepanjang usia kita.