June 26, 2008

To my popped-up every 10 years - friend

Hei my twin, blog mu unpublished?

Well, thanks for the comment on my blog. Seems u really know me so well though u're just showing up 3 times in my fuckin' life. Means a lot!

It aint easy having my life shoes, yours too, i think...
But im proud of us, we didnt know what the hell of happiness was until we find it by our own efforts.

To be survive is our only goals, and we've done very good journeys ;
not by running away from the pains, but by sucking it all into our heart and making those smaller each days...
dying, crawling, standing and jumping...

Keep on movin' dear, keep making peace with the burned pasts...

May 28, 2008

Happy Birthday!

Ternyata bukan hal-hal besar yg menjadikan orang Besar,
melainkan hal-hal yang lebih kecil yg dikerjakan dengan kekuatan impian-impian besar
dan pengabdian yg setia.
I admire you.
Happy Birthday.

April 5, 2008

damn, protection alarm did not rang?

She doesn't like getting attentions from bad guys,
She prefers getting those from smart one...
Usually her protection alarm would ring if bad guys getting nearer,
but it didn't rang when he closed to her.
I think it bcoz he's smart and not one of the bad guys around...

April 3, 2008

!!

i'm not stupid,
i don't need to argue with u about that and about how u should respect me!

December 13, 2007

Help...

Im tired,
exhausted,
crawling in a place that i don't wanna exist...

I'm strongless,
melted,
like an ice on a hot plate...

Stood there without anybody holding my hand

I see myself fall down slowly
I see myself screaming loudlessly for a help

Help...

October 8, 2006

Setengah dari mengetahui apa yg kamu inginkan,
adalah pengetahuan tentang apa yg harus kamu korbankan
untuk mencapainya ; Sidney Howard.

October 7, 2006

Semakin sering kita bisa bangkit dr lumpur-lumpur yg berbeda,
semakin lebih 'berisi' dari yang tdk pernah berani masuk lumpur sama sekali.

October 6, 2006

James Harvey Robinson bilang : Keagungan hidup, jika dianalisa, sebagian besar adalah hasil dari mengawali keberanian...

Kalau keberanian nya dlm hal berbuat dosa, hasilnya bukan keagungan hidup kali ya?

May 28, 2005

Captured

If I could freeze a moment in my mind,
there would be U and I, captured.
with my hand in ur hand...

February 15, 2005

Tindakan Bodoh

Melakukan tindakan yg bodoh akan menimbulkan penyesalan...
Tapi penyesalan yg tiada akhir akan timbul ketika kita tidak pernah melakukan tindakan sama sekali,

Kadang tindakan bodoh sekalipun bisa menyelamatkan kita dari rasa sesal paling dalam.

Tindakan bodoh bahkan bisa menjawab dan membuat kita bangkit melanjutkan hidup..